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May. 23rd, 2004 @ 02:25 pm
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"Broken"
I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away
I keep your photograph; I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore
The worst is over now and we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away
There’s so much left to learn, and no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m open
And I don’t feel like I am strong enough
‘Cause I’m broken when I’m lonesome
And I don’t feel right when you’re gone away
'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
You've gone away
You don't feel me here anymoreInner most feelings:  pissed off The Sound Waves: stone sour "bother" |
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May. 11th, 2004 @ 03:53 pm
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SENIOR CEREMONY TONIGHT!!!! means FREE ADMISSION AND...........................FREE FOOOOOOOOD!!!!!! haha and of cours the typical senior awards and slide show...oh well WHERE'S THE FOOD!
HAHAHA...........MMMMMM FOOOD! gawd im sucha pig...oh well someones gotta love me for who i am!! lolInner most feelings:  hungry The Sound Waves: Da Baddest Chick by trina |
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Well last night i totally got screwed over. yes i got 8 days left of my whole highschool career and last night i got screwed over by my best friend with my a Government notebook. i know i know it doesn't seem like a big deal to you but to ME! i need every point i can get...lol ok lets just put it at that. Well i actaully have ALL my notebook crap in order and filled out except my study guide. so i turn to my best friend JESSICA that is sitting RIGHT next to me and i ask her like a week before if we could do our notebook together and if she could help me study so i can get a good grade on the test. She agreed so i was all excited becausei never study in my life. well yesterday she asks me for my notes that she needs to copy so i told her sure and i was like thats good because we are doin our notebook together tonight anyways right? and shes like yeah. so i was like cool i will call you when i get home so we can plan when to meet or whatever. so i called her at 4 and i asked where she was and she told me she was at austins house helping him and his mom clean his moms house, and she told me that she would call me when she was done so she could come pick me up. so i was like ok sure, well matt calls me and asks me what the plans were and i tol dhim well jessica is picking me up after they get done at austins moms house and then we will be over and i will call you back when she calls me. so matt says ok and we hang up. well matt calls me at like 7:30 or so and was like THANKS for calling me back. iw as like well i would have if jessica called me but she never did. he was like oh i have ur notes in my hands right now. iw as liek WHAT! they are over there and he was like yeah they are. i got soooo pissed iw as like WOW thanks jessica WHAT A GOOOOOOOD FRIEND! so yeah i hang up with matt and then i get a phone call from austin asking me if everything was all right because matt thinks hes annoying me but hes not im just pissed at jessica. and she was like AMBER IM ON MY WAY TO BRING YOU THE NOTES! i was like ok EXPECTING her to be here in like 15 minutes. well 9:30 roles around and shes still not here so i call her and shes like im just now on my way. i was like hey can i borrow ur study guide and shes lik eno i dont have it done yet. i wa slike ummmmmm OK!
i mean WTF she had my notes for WHAT.....6 HOURS! come on now i coul dhave gotten it done by then. so i had to stay up ALL HOURS OF THE FUCKING NIGHT! ugh geeze and she doesn't even realize what she did. im just like wow we are friends and you cant tell when im upset about something WOW....JUST WOW!Inner most feelings:  annoyed The Sound Waves: Harder to Breathe by marroon 5 |
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May. 10th, 2004 @ 04:40 pm
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Well school is goin better....i will get really stressed and tided down with crap but then once i get everything out of the way im good. all my grades are goin up and im focusing NO MORE CHEATING FOR ME! except for tomorrow in my government class...HAHA i know i can get away with it in there. but yeah tomorrow i have a test in my earthscience class....YES thats the devil class..and then in my GOV class. all last week i went out. from 2 fridays ago until saturday iw as out everynight. i have things to get off my chest that i will say in my NEXT journal entry. i dont like making these things long.
Well this weekend was fun. i was out with jessica, austin, matt and jordan all this weekend. Friday we went to the movies and saw Mean girls...i got punched in the boob and smacked in the face by austin. but yeah i told him it was ok to punch me in the boob but the smack in the face was really unexpected. lets just say hes not gonna hesitate hitting a girl if you say its ok to. thats kinda sick. but friday went to the movies and then we all went back to matts apartment and we smoked some hooka and we made it REALLY cold. man that shit was ROUGH! and we watched Grind....they put it in ther efor me so i could see some titties!! WOOHOO! gawd boobs are nice!! then saturday me and jessica and austina and matt went and played basketball and then me and matt played the street racing gave and i kicked his ass like 2 times out of 5....YEAH BUDDY IM COOL! lol and then we went to jessicas house to go swimming and eat pizza at like 9 pm but we went to my house and stole the pizza in my frig...LOL wow we are really rebelious... and then we went to matts house and smoked some hooka and drank a little and watched resident evil until 1 pm..i swear ONE of these nights we will end up watching a movie all the way through...a week now and we haven't done it ONCE!
i just got jens graduation announcments and might i add shes looking ABSOLUTLY BEAUTIFUL! wowzers!!!!...THATS MY GIRL! lol anyways i should be sending out my announcements next week or so. so yeah gotta make sure i am graduating before i send those puppies out!!Inner most feelings:  relaxed The Sound Waves: Secret by Maroon 5 |
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ugh today is a bad day. i dont feel good. i have had a headache for 2 days. my earth science teacher is a jack ass. had the worst day.
ok yesterday i got caught writing a cheat sheet for my vocab and my teacher caught me before i could use it. and im not gonna lie and deny that i was doin it so i put it away. well today we had a chapter test and i made a cheat sheet and i was using it for like 10 minutes into the test, and he comes to my desk and put a postet on my desk that says "Give me the paper on ur seat" so i did what he said not denying what i was doin. and after the bell rang he tells me that the office will be calling me up, and i was like umm im goin home i dont have a class next, and he was like well they are calling you up tomorrow or monday because im give you a Referal, because this is 2 days in a row that you have cheated and im like ooook. I just wanted to cry. Im a good kid i dont like to get into trouble. my record is clean. and MY GAWD im just tryin to pass highschool good grefff!!! this guy has no life.
What is it with teachers....do they just wake up morning and say "im gonna go to college to become a teacher to fail my students and cause them stress and ulcers and embarras them...YEAH thats what im gonna do" well thats sick pleasure....and i swear to gawd thats what my earth science teacher did when he decided to become a teacher. im sorry he didn't do the typical stereo type and say "oh im gonna teach kids to make a difference" FUCK THAT! hes to much of a asshole. Another thing. my cheat sheet was between my legs...so what was he doin looking between my legs. WHAT A SICK FUCK! im offended. serisously..yeah i cheated blah blah blah im just tryin to pass highschool. my gawd there isn't even 2 months left of highschool for me. and i have to the end with this stupid fuck that turns my good days in to horrible ones, and then gets my stomach problem WORSE! man i want him fired. shit if he wants to be paid 15 thousand dollars a year to have the sick pleasure and stressing out kids i will pay him that much to whipe my ass and kiss it because in 20 years im gonna have higher athority over his sorry ass!!!Inner most feelings: irritated The Sound Waves: Avril Lavigne-"Why" |
| » WOW ADDICTION IS COOOOOOL! |
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You're addicted to.....
LSD!
Wow what you must go through every day. LSD gives
intense hallucinations and offen makes you
think you can do things that no human can. I
wouldn't try to pretend your a bird and play on
top of a tall building anytime soon.
What are you addicted to? (pics!)
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Apr. 19th, 2004 @ 04:24 pm
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HAHA!!! jen justin timberlake is MY boyfriend....HAHAHAHHAHAHA!!!!!
Apr. 17th, 2004 @ 08:01 am
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| » omg this is awesome!!! |
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wow my power is irresistable sexuality......HAHA that amuses me in so many ways!!
Apr. 17th, 2004 @ 07:58 am
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| » GRANDPARENTS!!! grrrr |
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Ok so yeah i talk to jen on the phone EVERY day right. she makes me laugh NON stop. she makes the stress go away and that feels good because a lot of people and things cause it. well my grandparents.....GRANDMA especially has been having a problem with me being on the phone all the time. Yesterday i was on the phone with jen in the afternoon and my grandma walks in and i said "Hi Grandma" and she said "HI AMBER! Why dont you do something with ur life?" i said "excuse me?? I am im goin to college in the fall." and she said "No i mean right now." and then she walked away. i mean WTF BITCH! go the FUCK away i dont wanna hear ur opinion AT ALL! and then at night she was like "Amber i dont want you on the phone all night ok." i was like "Ok grandma" well my stomach was hurting soooo bad so i called jen so she could cheer me up and everything and my grandma STORMS into my room and starts yelling at me. and shes like "WHY DONT YOU BE FRIENDS WITH UR FAMILY! i was like OMFG!" shes like "ur room looks like CRAP!" i was like "you know what maybe i would be "friends" with my family, but see the difference between my FAMILY and my FRIENDS is that my FRIENDS dont talk about me behind my back or call my things crap" and shes like "well maybe you should get new friends" I was like whatever grandma i dont need you lecturing me about this crap. and i went back to sleep.
IM SOOOOO FUCKING GLAD IM MOVING AWAY FROM THIS BITCH! shes ALWAYS in my business and i HATE it with a fucking passion.
I took Vicadine yesterday.....that SHIT IS CRAZY! i have this other stuff thats stronger than vicadine and so when my grandma is bitchin at me im gonna take some so i wont give a shit and just be all loopy HAHAHA sounds like a plan to me. because shes a pain my my tooshy.
Apr. 9th, 2004 @ 12:42 pm
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Ok well last night iw as suppost to go to michelles but she called and canceled at the last minute as usual...so i stayed home with my cousins....which i am GLAD i did. i LOVE it here. ok well my cousin danielles "husband" josh came over last night just to chill and meet her outher cousin jenay (sp?). well heather and danielle were telling me how jenay does hair and everything and i was like OMG i really need a trim. and they were like you should dye it to. and i as like OMG i have been wanting my hair dyed. so last night starting around 9 and finishing at 11:30 doin my hair i LOVE it. and i still have 130 dollars in my pocket. i was really REALLY nervous because i have goin to my same stylist for over 2 years now and she KNOWS myhair like the back of her hand. buyt my cousins told me to completely trust jenay. so i did but i was still nervous. but it came out good.
GAWD id ont wanna leave in 2 days!!! HELP ME!!
<3 Amber
Mar. 18th, 2004 @ 11:58 am
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(x) been drunk.
( ) smoked pot.
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex.
(x) kissed a member of the same sex.
(x) kissed your best friend
( ) crashed a friend's car.
( ) been to japan.
( ) rode in a taxi.
( ) had anal sex.
(x) been in love.
(x) had sex.
(x) had sex in public.
(x) been dumped.
(x) shoplifted.
( ) been fired.
(x) been in a fist fight.
(x) had a threesome.
(x) snuck out of my parent's house.
( ) been tied up. (sexually)
(x) been caught masturbating.
(x) pissed on myself.
(x) had sex with a member of the same sex.
( ) been arrested.
(x) made out with a stranger.
(x) did other sexual acts with a stanger
( ) stole something from my job.
(ALMOST!) celebrated new years in time square.
(x) went on a blind date.
(x) lied to a friend.
(x) had a crush on a teacher.
( ) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans.
( ) been to europe.
(x) skipped school.
( ) slept with a co-worker.
(x) cut myself on purpose.
( ) had sex at the office.
( ) been married.
( ) been divorced.
( ) had children.
wow that amusement lasted a WHOLE...um 10 seconds enjoy for another 10 seconds
Mar. 17th, 2004 @ 03:42 pm
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| » the FUNNIETS quiz i have ever takin in my life |
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You're Soroity Slut Barbie! You're easy and you're
really cheesy! Have fun with the entire
football team.
If You Were A Barbie, Which Messed Up Version Would You Be?
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HAHA im sooo amused youhave no idea WOOOOOO for soroity SLUTS! lets all go have a gang bang before the game! OW OW!
Mar. 16th, 2004 @ 01:55 pm
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cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be
close to your special someone and feel warm,
comfortable, and needed
What Sign of Affection Are You?
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Mar. 16th, 2004 @ 01:27 pm
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WEll its spring break and im in fountain hills... i love it here. everyone says its boring BLAH BLAH BLAH well i love it...its peacful. not having to deal with the city life and everything. thats all i have been around is city. if feels good to get out and away from my grandparents and brother. and DAMN i want my parents and my cousins parents to let me live here. im a lot happier here in arizona than virginia. i have a lot of things that id ont want to lose at this point in my life and i dont wanna start over in VA im to old to do that. geeze no one understands. grrrr. but even though im just relaxing at my cousins house this is a WELL worth spring break.
Mar. 16th, 2004 @ 12:20 pm
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Mar. 5th, 2004 @ 06:56 pm
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Mar. 5th, 2004 @ 02:09 pm
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Mar. 5th, 2004 @ 02:07 pm
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ok well im bisexual and my brother is gay...my brother is out with my family, well MOST of them. and im not out to my parents or family about my bisexuality. Me and my bro live with out grandparents. well one night i asked my grandma about how she felt towards gays and lesbians. She told me that she had no problem with it and that she believes that they wont go to hell because when you are gay or lez you dont have a choice, butshe feels totally different about bisexuals, she believes that bisexuals will go to hell because WE have a choice to like the same sex or the opposite sex. im sorry its the same thing i think we cant help it if we are attracted to the same sex....well i cant help it anyways.
Feb. 12th, 2004 @ 04:50 pm
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